too many downs and too little ups this week. in a sort of emotional wreck. i dont know what to think of NS now, when my head and my heart are not in synch. logical thinking will tell you to leave, but your pride will tell you to stay. i am willing to lower down my pride, but to leave such good company would be a waste.
i have one more week to make the correct decision, and i hope i will make one that i will not regret.
as of now, it seems that any decision made, will be one that i will regret. it would then be a matter of which decision i would regret the least.
how undesirable. the epitome of what is called, a dilemma.
